I'm Still A Child At Heart

I may look mature but I'm still a child at heart.. Seriously.. I may act cool but I'm not cool.. I may act that i don't care but I care about it so much.. I may say I'm OK but I'm not OK.. Like a child, I need attention, need love, got jealous easily, very sensitive, cry easily and I cannot hide my emotion well.. If I don't like someone, I treated them badly.. I am so immature and sometimes I hate myself being so immature.. Like a child who cannot share her toy.. that is me.. Like a child who feel jealous when she see her mum hugs another kid.. that is me.. Like a child who cry when she loose her favourite toy.. that is me.. So, please forgive me for hating you because I'm still a child at heart..

But, like a child, you can make me liking you only by doing small thing. As example, remembering my name perhaps? Or respect me so that I will respect you..

p/s: I may not change to be a better person right now if she comes into my life two years earlier.. I'm sure about that.. she makes me feel unwanted n unimportant..

p/s/s: Aku super duper immature kan? Ok2.. Jom baca Al-fatihah sbyk 4x.. sedekahkan kepada diri kita sendiri, orang yang kita sayang, orang yang membenci kite dan orang yang kita benci... Semoga 'rasa' ini hilang..